how i wish i can just bring you with me together... where ever i go......

This few months... I been to so many place..... Since the day when we start fighting... till now... I have been to so many place...... I have been to so many place..... no matter the Singapore Zoo, Har Par villa, Melaka, Penang, and Pahang..... I hope that all this place I wish I can have the chance to bring you.....Every place then I have been.... How I wish I can bring you along..... I really hope that I have the chance to bring you along.....In fact the recent Pahang trip... I have been telling Peggy...if you were here you will love all this places.... but I do not have the chance to bring you alone..... Jie i really hope that... I still have the chance to bring you go...... the trip without you with me had never been perfect at all.... Do you know a not the trip without you is just like a trip does not exits..... Jie i just want to tell you how much I love you..... no matter what I love you so much...... I just want to say that no matter what.... I love you.... it is true..... I did not ask anyone to disturb you... I do not know why you can say that ..... I find people disturb you...... but I really did not ask anyone to do so..... I love you more than anything...... I would not do such thing......because I love you..... I do not know..... what you want and what is the reason you say such thing.......

I love you it is all true... but I do not know why you can just say things... like this...... everyday I have been telling me myself that... I love you.... so I got to let you know that I have change a lot..... But I do not know why always there is such things happen...... and I do not who is the one who always... say bad thing about me... but I am sure is I love you... I would not do anything to hurt you..... I never love someone...... until me myself already do not know what more I can do.... I have already...... lost myself.....I love you is never ever a joke.....n loving you is my greatest wish of everything......... I have never regret that loving you and I have never ever regret knowing you...... in fact I love you more than anything......

Sometime I just want to say.... that I love you... is a burden to you... but I am willing to change... but no matter how I do or how hard I do... it will always turn out to be sucks.......from the start I just scared that.... I will loose you.... In fact the..... the problem... is always... I break my promise... the master also say the same as what you say..... I am sorry..... but I know that now..... I promise you I will not touch those things..... I really do not touch it at all..... I have already... do it..... since the day...... since the last time I promise you I will not touch it.... I really do not touch it... till now......When every time I think of you I feel like want to touch.... that kind of thing but I had over come it.... till now I never touch it.... do you know that when every time I think of you.... I only can look at the photo that we take together.... and when I look at it.... I realize that we were so happy together.... I just want to tell you that.... I want to bring you to all kind of places... and take lots... of photos together..... I know now you earn more money then me.... and you do not need me to bring you... but I just hope that you can think of the photo you make for me.... you said that.... this is not the first place that we go together..... and there is lot of places waiting for us..... Jie I really hope that all this can come to and end.... I hope that you can give me a chance.... to once again love you... and give you the happiness..... I will not give you any stress..... I always asking... this punishment is enough.... I really learn my lesson.... Jie I do not know how long I need to wait but... I will wait.... because... I love you..... is not a joke or play only.... In fact... I thought I can forget you and find another one... but I am totally wrong..... there is so many people enter into my love and ask me to be their boyfriend..... but I can't because... I love you.... no matter how good they treat me..... I only love you..... I do not know why.....but I only know that..... I love you....

People tell me how you say about me......but I only say that I love you.... they say I am stupid.... Every night I still cry...but who can know..... you may think that... I have forget about you..... but I have never ever...... I always go here and there is I do not want to hide all this.... because I do not want to let people see all this.... Jie I just hope that I can have the chance to love you once again... and I hope that I can bring you to all places together and take lots of photo together.... Jie I really love you so much..... nothing gonna change my love for you.....