sleepless night.....

Haiz... doctor nag... me all the time.... in fact I understand my own health... Is simple... my throat.. is on infection... mode at the moment.... all the while.. the doctor... have been saying that... I can't smoke... no more... cold stuff... no more fried stuff... no more chili.... my throat can't take it anymore... wahaha... because... when I sore throat.... my throat will direct turn... too infection..... haiz... sian

Lately... worse still gastric keep on attacking me...eat also attack... don't eat also attack... what the hell.... haha still the same no chili... and no coffee... walau just begin to feel angry.... what the hell wrong... tired of all this... i really hate my gastric... gastric... just attack me again... just hate it.. until I could not sleep... and want to vomit..... what the hell...

Asthma... lagi jialat.... a bit of cold also can't.... simply attack.... because of this stupid asthma now... make me stop all my sport... and my gym... really funny...just now I was shock... because for a little while.. I could not hear anything... due to my stupid nose... fuck lah... make me could not hear.... haha cold drink can't.. smoke can't... oranges... can't.... chicken can't.... all those cold stuff totally can't... what the fuck... every time when to comsult doctor... the doctor always... sing song... walau...doctor say until I also... know what he want to say... and what my uncle want to say.... haiz...

Really... damm it... because when ever I go consult the doctor... the doctor would just say to me.... :
NO SPICY FOOD,
NO FREID FOOD,
NO COLD FOOD,
NO SMOKING,
and the last sentence would always be... if... you do not follow... your sick package would be... gastric, asthma and throat infection.... walau for the past few year I listen to this dialog until... I can memorize every word the doctor... have said.... shit lah..... haiz... don't now lah... now special a bit.... please... don't... sleep so late... because our body system... need rest.... walau I just want to say... you think I don't know...or what.....what ever it is..... I am tired of all this for the past few year.... just hate it... cut this subject..... it make my mood worse...

This few day..... lots of things had happen...just do not wish to say and talk... the only things I know is.... I am doing what I wanna do... and I always looking ans seeking... for something and someone... we will see how.... I wonder who can enter into my life....god I really need a break..... I am tired of all this...rubbish....