Why is human being so complicated.... I am just curious about this particular question.... I have been wondering that why human can be so scary.... sometimes... I just do not know what the hell wrong with myself.... I just want to... stop guess what is the people around me thinking... because I am tired of guessing... I just want to leave as normal as possible.... I do not wish to make my life so complicated.... I realize that..... all the while my life is like a racing... everyday I have to think... and think.... I wonder is my problem or what... Haiz... what the hell I am thinking.... anyway.. I no matter how I think I would never ever get the answer...because... human is complicated....
Lately... lots of thing happen around me...but all of it seems to be happen without any reason...I just want to know that... why it's all so complicated... all the thing had happen appear for a reason... but when I really spend time thinking...I will feel... all this happen to be like no reason....anyway... I am tired of thinking and guessing....
Now I hope that I can go to a place where by no one can ever find me.... too just start a new me... I want to get out off all this stupid things...I am tired of everything..... I am wondering... sometimes the more I try to act... or the more I try to pretend... certain things... would just impose on me...haiz... Wong Joyce Lyn you are stupid idiot people in this world.... I just want to say that... maybe most of the time... I just run away from everything I face... the only reason is... I am scare of getting hurt again and again.... I am tired of waiting... I am tired of pretending.... I am tired of acting that I am happy..... I just wish to tell... wish to say... and the most important thing is... all i need is someone that can understand me... show me concern... can listen to my sorrow.....anyway... i think it is impossible...haiz... don't know lah... how I wish I could just... do what I want... and what I wish to do... only wish is I hope that what I am waiting for would come true...in fact... sometimes I know the answer.. but i just refuse to face it... i guess....do not know what I should do... who can save me... who can tell me...forgot to say god... please tell me what I should I do... and I am being to protecting... that is why the door in my... heart is forever close.....haiz... I hate it since the day... till now... my door is forever close... what the hack.... if I open... i may get hurt... if I close forever... it will be the same.... tired of all this..... hate it....
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