It had been really weird..... I have not have this feeling for so long why suddenly... I have this feeling....I hope I will not be like last time.... being... I do not want to turn back... like what I use to be..... I notice I have been feeling very emo... for the past 2 days.... I hate this feeling..... I start to can't fall asleep... and all kind of stupid things too.... what the hell.....
Maybe it is time... to slowly.... get myself out from this.... bloody situation.... I need to slowly give less.... and slowly... by slowly everyday.... don't care.... because.... I realize that... I am losing..... don't know is my problem or what...maybe the less I give the less I would feel hurt... I am once again badly injured again this time.... all I need is time to heal... my injury...I have discover.... that the answer is so obvious....the answer lead me to clearly understand.... that..... what I have thought earlier... is true.... cause slowly by slowly....all this is.. happening..... Just thought that... god like to play joke on people.....
From the moment I woke up today... this strong feeling is keep on appearing in my... mind... till now I am writing this blog... it is... still appearing... what ever it is....I have made a mistake.... but sometimes... I just wonder give to much is a wrong... or what... ??? anyway... I don't know how long would this emo.... going to be with me once again..... whatever it is... I just want to say that.... in this world... when you wish for something it will never ever happen... it will just make you suffer rather then give you what you want.....
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