I was thinking.....something but I don't understand why....??? I really don't get it.... I am such a hot temper person... but how come when with my friend..... why I can't even lost my temper at all.... is not I don't want to lost my temper... but the problem is i totally I can't lost my temper at all.... why can anyone tell me why.... ??? just don't get it.....On that day after having tuition... I was thinking.... why I would listen....she say no I also keep quiet and being so obedient.... argh.... why am I so obedient... how come when my friends say no... I also... listen.... why I so sacred of my this friend..... ???? One of my friend... make fun of me....because I mention this to her... and she say... since when I become so lousy.... she laugh at me non stop.... argh...angry... angry...with her.... 555 the worse is... my friend say if one day... she ask me to eat the things... that i hate the most would i eat it.... seriously.. when she pop up this question I was totally stuck... and silence...... then she look at my face and start laughing.... walua...just becuase at that time when I mention this problem... We were having lunch.. and I am actually choosing out the carrot... WTF.... Really can't stand here loh.... OMG... haiz....
Why... like that... even... I don't feel like doing the homework that... been given by my friend...I also scared and dare not don't do... walau.... If someone...else... I already.... ignore.... loh... I don't even border at all.... haiz... what lah....why... I can be so obedient....... anyway... no point to think so much.. i guess because I am not able to find the answer... just...leave it...ba... anyway... just thinking ... and feel funny..... why me so lousy...... wahaha dumb dumb..... me... anyway... just let it be ba as long as.... I am comfortable and aswhile as my friend too will do.... hehe.....
Actually.. this few day... I am thinking of so many things... seriously.. I miss you all so much... but... we were all so busy to... meet up and... some of you are so far... haiz.... I miss all the sweet memory... when we together... now we were all so far apart... even those who are still in JB all busy with our own things..... sometimes.. when I think of all the stupid things that we do together... I feel that all of us where so stupid... but we were all so happy together.... haiz....one of my friend came back from UK.. we also don't have much time... to meet up... because we were busy with our own stuff.. haiz... don't know when only we have the time to meet again... haiz.... and another friend came back form.... KL... for more than... one months plus... we totally did not meet up at all.... haiz.....what lah.. when they find me I am busy... when my turn to find them.. they were busy... what lah.... just miss all the time we use to have.... haha....I miss you all so much.....
Just now.. on FB keep on comment with my sister.....she went back to sabah... for like nearly 4 years already....till now we never meet up with each other... I really miss her so much.... haha... but what can I do we were so far apart... haiz.... I miss the time when we were together... I know she dote me... but what can I do we were so far away....haiz.... seriously need to make a plan to go sabah to find her.... cause I really damm miss her so much.... but don't know how to tell my this sister lah.... sometimes.. talk to her feel like vomit blood... haha.... but I really miss her.... just wanna say that... jie wait me go sabah find you ok...but I still hope you can come back to JB.... haha
BTW.....i guess for the next two weeks..... I will damm miss someone too... haiz... cause she not coming back.... haha... anyway use to miss all of you already.... lah.. so no different....haha...
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