Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Just Blog....

Haha... finally tonight I got time to do my blog..... haiz.. the past few day I was so busy till I do not even have time for my own... because went I got home from work I am so tired till I even lazy to on my lappy.....Since... today is weekend so I decided to... update my blog...... Lately so many things had happen... lots of funny things... sad things.... and happy things... of course.....

Sad things... is I have hurt a good guy for one reason... because... I am not ready to accept... a relationship... since I prefer to be alone.... haha... cause I do not want stress..... I feel that... my life is already so stress..... so for the time being.... I just don't want any stress.... so I decided to reject him...... maybe after... I have solve all the matter I would accept.... haha.. all depends....on fate ba....

Sometimes... I wonder what got into me... I find myself become so stupid this few day... and blur.... just wonder what the hell wrong with me....haiz.. maybe I am under to much stress... haha.....such a normal... things... I could not even... do... haiz.... something really wrong with me... don't know whether is because I am lazy or.... I am just being stupid..... I hope that I am stupid not lazy....don't know lah I feel that I am craping for no reason.... haha

What ever it.. is just hope that.... it would just... over as fast as possible..... cause I really feeling annoying with that... bloody idiot person...... never seen such a person.... like this for.... haiz... and I hope that.... my wish could come true... too.... cause I have been waiting... for my one and only wish... haha.... hopefully it won't disappoint me.... haha.... If my wish come true... I guess I would be the most luckiest person... and bless... haha... but no matter what... I am working.. on it to.... need lost of hardwork loh.... anyway.... I hope that.. my hard work would help me... haha....

Anyway.... as usual I miss all my friends.... haha.... this is the things for sure de wahaha....anyway... just hope that they would be happy always.... and forever bless with lots of love... haha.....Miss you guys so much..... anyway... crap to much... time to stop... if not this blog would.. be to long... and all rubbish.... wakaka.... May god bless all of you... and my entire family.... haha....

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Slow weekend.....

I wonder this... week... the time has pass by so slowly..... I wonder... how come so slow... it is like damm hard to go through.....actually I am very busy but... how come the time goes by so slow.... everyday... as usual need to work... and need to study.... suppose it goeas by fast but this week the time really slow... haiz.. just don't understand....why???

I realize that... my life now is working... and studying.... what the hell... begin to realize that I do not have much time for myself....the only time I have for myself is only weekend.... but this weekend... totally don't have... cause this week I also got work... haha...tomorrow sunday also need to work... haiz.... I guess only for this week...after this week maybe next week I want to plan on a trip..... cause I realize that...for almost... few months I did not go for a trip... already... suppose to go Melake this week but I was so busy so the trip is cancel... haiz So I guess next week I am going on a trip.... wahaha....

Sometime.... I wonder how am I able to cope with this working and studying life.... OMG I have been very stress recently......haiz..... and i realize that... I am so stupid...... I have been studying... the stupid subject for days... but I still can't solve this stupid... question... Just a very simple question....till now I still not yet done... haiz... I am really so stupid..... My friend say to me I am not stupid.. is just that... I am lazy don't want to do that's why....I also don't know lah.... I just hope that... I can't settle..... my homework... before more to come... and the few other subject... I want to finish at least one chapter for each subject.... argh... looks like it is so hard but I have no choice.... I am wasting to much time on... this diploma... haiz.... anyway... I a going to work for it.... wahaha....

Yesterday I have been asking myself one very weird question... but I do not know what I should do... haiz.... anyway..... since I don't know what to do... so I just leave it as it is.... haha... but one things I am comfirm is.... I am missing someone..... for the next week too.... and I am also missing my friends that study in KL... haiz... and I am waiting for my another friends to come back from KL... haiz.... just miss all of them.... but of course I really damm miss my pig head sister.. cause I really don't know when she will come back... haiz...... anyway.... I really damm miss them...... :((

If I have the chance.....I want to do something really stupid... haiz.... but I scared to do so.... anyway.... god ls bless them ....with lots of love.....

Monday, March 12, 2012

Thought... of you and you and you...... and you...

I was thinking.....something but I don't understand why....??? I really don't get it.... I am such a hot temper person... but how come when with my friend..... why I can't even lost my temper at all.... is not I don't want to lost my temper... but the problem is i totally I can't lost my temper at all.... why can anyone tell me why.... ??? just don't get it.....On that day after having tuition... I was thinking.... why I would listen....she say no I also keep quiet and being so obedient.... argh.... why am I so obedient... how come when my friends say no... I also... listen.... why I so sacred of my this friend..... ???? One of my friend... make fun of me....because I mention this to her... and she say... since when I become so lousy.... she laugh at me non stop.... argh...angry... angry...with her.... 555 the worse is... my friend say if one day... she ask me to eat the things... that i hate the most would i eat it.... seriously.. when she pop up this question I was totally stuck... and silence...... then she look at my face and start laughing.... walua...just becuase at that time when I mention this problem... We were having lunch.. and I am actually choosing out the carrot... WTF.... Really can't stand here loh.... OMG... haiz....

Why... like that... even... I don't feel like doing the homework that... been given by my friend...I also scared and dare not don't do... walau.... If someone...else... I already.... ignore.... loh... I don't even border at all.... haiz... what lah....why... I can be so obedient....... anyway... no point to think so much.. i guess because I am not able to find the answer... just...leave it...ba... anyway... just thinking ... and feel funny..... why me so lousy...... wahaha dumb dumb..... me... anyway... just let it be ba as long as.... I am comfortable and aswhile as my friend too will do.... hehe.....

Actually.. this few day... I am thinking of so many things... seriously.. I miss you all so much... but... we were all so busy to... meet up and... some of you are so far... haiz.... I miss all the sweet memory... when we together... now we were all so far apart... even those who are still in JB all busy with our own things..... sometimes.. when I think of all the stupid things that we do together... I feel that all of us where so stupid... but we were all so happy together.... haiz....one of my friend came back from UK.. we also don't have much time... to meet up... because we were busy with our own stuff.. haiz... don't know when only we have the time to meet again... haiz.... and another friend came back form.... KL... for more than... one months plus... we totally did not meet up at all.... haiz.....what lah.. when they find me I am busy... when my turn to find them.. they were busy... what lah.... just miss all the time we use to have.... haha....I miss you all so much.....

Just now.. on FB keep on comment with my sister.....she went back to sabah... for like nearly 4 years already....till now we never meet up with each other... I really miss her so much.... haha... but what can I do we were so far apart... haiz.... I miss the time when we were together... I know she dote me... but what can I do we were so far away....haiz.... seriously need to make a plan to go sabah to find her.... cause I really damm miss her so much.... but don't know how to tell my this sister lah.... sometimes.. talk to her feel like vomit blood... haha.... but I really miss her.... just wanna say that... jie wait me go sabah find you ok...but I still hope you can come back to JB.... haha

BTW.....i guess for the next two weeks..... I will damm miss someone too... haiz... cause she not coming back.... haha... anyway use to miss all of you already.... lah.. so no different....haha...

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Our Story....

The reason... I am writing this is because... the 3 of us.... have lots... of memory.... which I don't think I am able to forget.... it is a bless that we 3 able... to be friends...... anyway.. it is a bless for me to know the two of them.... through both of them... I have a lots of happy moment....


We do not know each other very long... till today.... First of March.... I guess we know.. each other for... about... nearly... 4 months... I remember... the first day we know each other... is through my friend..... I remember that...day we first meet up is at this Mamak Shop in Mount Austin.... haha... the first time we meet up...We don't talk much...and the only thing I know is... we have the same name.....funny right... ???

Seriously... we started of... with... talking on the viber.... it is so happen I was in Ayub having yum cha... with friend... and she were talking on viber with... Lax.... so when I was talking loud She thought... We were fighting... so she ask Lax to pass the phone to me.. then start.... talking.... to me.... haha... but at that time we don't talk much at all because... we still not really familiar to each other so the things... we talk is so little....haha... but this is the start of everything.....Our story begin..... Thinking of the second time we talk on the viber is related to some stupid funny stuff... we talk on the phone like more than hour.... OMG... but when I think back I still feel like laughing.... haha... I remember after this call I took your number from.... Lax... then we start viber and Whatsapp.... haha...anyway.... I nearly lost a good friend like you because.... of a stupid person... but lucky everything was over fast... and I am glad that... I had made this decision... if not I guess I would lost a good friend like you.... haha....

Anyway... the things happen between us is just like a flash... so fast... anyway... there is lots of things...but if want to say it is really long... anyway... it is being written down in my mini diary... haha... anyway it is a bless to know you.... thanks... for being my friend....

This guy I have know him... for years..... think back of the days...i really miss it so much... haha.. we really did lots of stupid things together... the time we have together.... is so fun.... I remember I know him is when he working in one of the... coffee shop... haha... that time when I first meet him he call me jie jie... walua... know... don't even know what he call me also.... haha.... but seriously... time goes by so fast.... haha now.. he is a father of 2 already... haha... I remember last time we are so nuts... mid night... we can go to the park there...and sit down there for hours to chit chat.. and listen to songs......

Btw I actually lost contact with him for very long but till last year... i think October we start to contact back each other... then we start to do stupid things together again... haha... anyway....... I miss those day....I was wondering.... if I really want to write about us.... I guess I can come out with a novel.... anyway... I need to say that... being his friend is a bless.....

Our story..if i want to write it down maybe.... for 1 months... i also can't finish writing.... actually there is one things.. me myself also... can't believe is... I remember every single things that the 3 of us done...Maybe I need to write our story...make it as a book for my own... memory.... because... I am not sure how long I could remember all this..... at least if I make it as a book... next time when I am old I can take out and read all this funny funny things that we all do....anyway... the only things i wanna say is.. thanks for being my friend....haiz... I not only must thanks..... two the both of you... but I also want to take a few person too.... anyway... the other few... their moment is all written down long time ago... haha.... Just wanna say that I am happy to have you all.... as friends.... thanks to all of you...Haha maybe past life I do lots of good things that's why now... I have all of you.... wahaha....anyway... got to stop if not this blog will be damm damm long.....