God how i wish now there is someone would appear in my life.... too guide me...advise me....teach me.....tell me what is wrong n what is right..... n help me make decision on certain things.....T^T maybe i TTM. for this bcoz it is impossible...but I really struggling now on lots of things .....anyway hope everything would be better...
I am hoping that this would come true... because... I am waiting for this person....I feel it but... I am not sure... maybe because.....I ignore it... or maybe because I dare not ask.... and dare not tell.... I feel lots of things... but in the mean time... I ignore it too... what the hell... I feel that.. I am loser.... I know it is near... but I stop.... because... as usual I scared I will lost or fall.... haha.... anyway.... maybe.....I ignore... and I act like nothing happen is still the best... because.... not everything got to say clearly.... being stupid.. is the best things..... maybe this is the best.....
Anyway...your one word or sentence... is still better than their.... long winded sentence..... If you understand me you will get it...and you will know it... Someone tell me she know it..... but the both of us acted... stupid... and don't want to say it out.... haha... just hope that... it is really like this... if not... the only things... I can say is the god is joking with me..... haha.....anyway... what ever it is...if you belong to me... I do not need to anything...you will be mine.... wahaha.... let everything go on the flow... and do what I want to do... and as long as I know I am not doing the right thing is enough.... haha... because I believe that the gods already plan for me and you.... so I will just wait for the outcome......MY friend puzzle out the things happen and everything regarding the both of us ......but only one world I said.... don't tell me the answer the answer... because... I want it to be secret.... because.... I like the feeling now.... and as far as I know that... I do not do any prediction..... because through this way... I won't feel afraid....of anything.....I can just be myself.... haha.....
people ask me what is the prediction... of this...... Seriously... I do not have the answer... because.... I am using a very sincere heart to.... look at this matter....because I know that.... I won't get hurt... because I have confidence that.... I won't get hurt..... but I will feel sad..... sometime..... I realize that... my door is being open.... already.... I am no longer shut my door up... like last time......through out so many things happen this time... is the only time that.... I am able to....just leave without fear...what ever it is... I feel easy and comfortable... all the time......haha... what ever it is...... at the this time... I do not need to do anything..... because if you are belong to me... I do not need to do anything....because... I do not do anything... you will be mine no matter what..... haha.... so I am waiting for the.... outcome...... god bless......The god know what is the best for me... and the god already got the plan for me... haha..... everything let it go on fate......
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