i hv made up my mind...

What i done is not enough.... or you just think that I am a person that can be kick around... What i hv done is not enough... sometimes i really feel that the things I have done to you may not be enough... but I just I want to say that...this time i hv made up my mind that...i give u 2days if you still don't want to care about me then i have nothing to say i just hav to really end my life... I am really tired... I do not have the ability to so so any more... i just want u to know that i love you more than anything.... What i want is really very very simple... is that really so hard for... you... if you love me can you just give me one chance once for all... you know how important you are to me... but i really don't know why you can do this to me... Jie pls lah i beg you... i really do not hv the ability to carry on any more... i am really struggling... I do not want all this to happen but i just hope that you can at least give me the chance to do so... i really need you very badly... you are my everything... without you I really do not have the ability to carry on... I need you badly...Jie pls lah i beg you.. can you just don't treat me like this... I do not have the courage to carry on any more... i really do not know what will come first... die or i will fall first... Jie pls lah I beg... you... i need you know now... I do not know what i can do any more... every day i only can act to be happy....in order to cover all my sorrow... serious you know nothing about all this... Jie pls lah i beg you... don't do this to me... i really going to fall soon... Jie pls lah give me the last chance i beg you lah....