i hv made up my mind...

What i done is not enough.... or you just think that I am a person that can be kick around... What i hv done is not enough... sometimes i really feel that the things I have done to you may not be enough... but I just I want to say that...this time i hv made up my mind that...i give u 2days if you still don't want to care about me then i have nothing to say i just hav to really end my life... I am really tired... I do not have the ability to so so any more... i just want u to know that i love you more than anything.... What i want is really very very simple... is that really so hard for... you... if you love me can you just give me one chance once for all... you know how important you are to me... but i really don't know why you can do this to me... Jie pls lah i beg you... i really do not hv the ability to carry on any more... i am really struggling... I do not want all this to happen but i just hope that you can at least give me the chance to do so... i really need you very badly... you are my everything... without you I really do not have the ability to carry on... I need you badly...Jie pls lah i beg you.. can you just don't treat me like this... I do not have the courage to carry on any more... i really do not know what will come first... die or i will fall first... Jie pls lah I beg... you... i need you know now... I do not know what i can do any more... every day i only can act to be happy....in order to cover all my sorrow... serious you know nothing about all this... Jie pls lah i beg you... don't do this to me... i really going to fall soon... Jie pls lah give me the last chance i beg you lah....

Tanjung Leman... trip with my be loved Jie...

After so long that we have fight this the trip we go with each other... my heart to you is still the same no matter what. My love to you will never ever change.... because you are my only sister... no matter how you treat me...I still need to tell you, that was a sister always a sister... this will never ever change.... what ever you want to say is up to you..... i just want you to know that... I will never ever give up no matter what.

I don't know what is your feeling now... but my feeling towards you will never ever change this is forever.... I have the ability to go back what we suppose to be.... My love to you can ever never die... because I love you to much.... I know you doubt my feeling toward you but I only can say that... you are the only one that I cares the most... you are my every thing... without you I really don't know what I can do.... No matter what I don't mind how you treat me... what I know is how I should treat you.....

When I took this photo I feel that I should be the one standing beside you... I should be with you all the while... N i hope that I am the one that can company you all the time... when there is a sunset... I hope that I am the one that can give you everything you needed... and I hope that I am the person that can give you the love you need... I hope that I am the person that can do everything with you... I really hope that I am te one that you will kiss and to hug.... now everything I just hope that you we can become like what we use to be... Jie you know how much I love you....

Now my only wish is that we can be like the star fish like this.... we can be forever together.... on the beach... and I hope that we can just enjoy every single moment till the last day of life.... I always thought that the love that I gave you is too little... but when I look back i actually i have done a lot of thing for you... but you still think that it is not enough... so the only thing I can say is I will still give you the love that i always do, but i will not give you any pressure... i just want to tell you that I love you so much.....