the first time i meet such person.....

that day i when to the funeral... u know wht i see.... u will think this is unbelievable.... people who when for the funeral all feeling sad n down.... n people must pay respect.. but that day i realize that in this word there is some kind of brainless people.....

the family is feeling sad n down... but they are some family that are not so close when to the funeral like n idiot.... Chinese funeral there is a ceremony where by all the family member need to do some thing together with the monk..... so the family member do accordingly with the monk sadly n crying, but during the ceremony, the family that are not so close when to the funeral like some kind of wedding dinner or gathering.... OMG the worse thing is during the ceremony they are not suppose to to walk around, smoking n talk.... but they really walk around like an monkey, talk like some kind of people that never talk for ages.... OMG does they know the word " respect" but come blame lah.... bcoz thier parent never teach them how to respect......

infect i shd say that the whole family are some kind of monkeys...... the old one the young want are the same... haiz wht a sad thing...... the worse thing is during the ceremony they did not follow the law at all...... now i finally know the word father like son....... haha...

as i say monkeys is smart but brainless that's y they do all the things that an idiot will do.......i just can't understand y a simple respect they also can't do.....OMG but sometimes monkey also now how to respect n listen to human word..... this brainless people can't understand human work don't know wht type of language shd use to talk to them.... anyway this people will have retribution one day......... the same thing will happen to them.......

haiz brainless people is like that de lah..... we will wait n see the retribution that they have in future....... idiot idiot idiot...........but i feel sad for this brainless people OMG let's silent for them 5 minutes..... idiot sad

damm sian loh come back for chinese new year........

chinese new year shd be very happy de, but my chinese new year damm sian de loh... i am a bit tired of coming back..... how i wish that i am at JB alone or atleast i can go find my love one rather than come back here to hv all kind of fan thing..... i hate to come back here, i will never ever come back her for new year.....anymore...... i will be going back to JB on the second day chinese new year... haha can't wait..... i want to say one word i hate chinese new year........ i don't want to chinese new year..........

fucking ARS.....

wht the fuck..... i am tired with the ARS mentor...... every word SO WHAT ....... wtf he trying to do take revenge on us or trying to make us fail his subject..... u know wht we cn call him MR TAN SO WHAT.... he is really damm too much i really damm hate her loh.... if he still continue like that i promise i will make her suffer.... idiot... i will make him suffer........ idiot i hate ARS..... if u still REJECT my assignment i will make sure u will suffer....... i hate ARS...

wow damm fast class going to start soon.....

just 2 more day to go, the class going to start again .... OMG when school open got to be prepare for the exam... haiz sian lah... really damm worried scared that i will fail mor then 1 subject haiz who can tell me how.... wht i know is i am going to fail my QM the worse n the one that i hate most.........

i really damm worried now. if i fail got to resit again i just hate the subject... i really don't want to resit the subject..... haiz OMG the only subject that i am not worry is FA... this subject i think B is not a problem as for the IT i think B shd be able too.... but for the FOM i hope it can pass will do... haiz...... i really worried lah can't pass i will die bcoz it may pull down my GPA for me to enter a U....

pls lah let me pass lah... bcoz i put in lots of effort.... pls lah.... anyway class going to start i feel so happy haha if not i will be damm boring lah.... haha......

times fly...........

OMG 2 more days to go....... n it will be the end of 2009, this year really fly damm fast.... it just seems to be like yesterday...... this year alot of happy n unhappy things had happen.... lucky n unlucky things as well... haiz i really don't know wht to say wahaha......

the most luck thing had happen with me in this year are i get to know a special person that make my life colorful..... she is someone that gave me lots of love n care...... she let me know in this world still got someone like her around.... she really care about me n she really is the best person in this world......

the unlucky thing that i hv is i meet my ex boyfriend he is the worse guy i hv never meet in this world.... haiz.....

but anyway this year going to end n all the bad good n unhappy happy thing would be n memory for me... haha ..... by the way wish all of u hv a good start for the coming next 2010... hahaha i want to wish everyone a happy new year n leave all the sad memory behind n start a new great journey........

y i hv that kind of feeling.........

she has change alot..... i was thinking is my problem or hers... does she know anot how much i care about her n how much 我爱你。。。。i was thinking wht had happen between the both of us... it's bcoz i treat her not good enough or wht.... the way this few day she talk to me is totally different i was thinking is my problem or wht i really want to know wht happen to the both of us.... when ever i ask her wht happen she just say nothing at all but actually she got something in her mind is just that she refuse to tell me.... she always want to keep everything to herself... haiz....

i really hope that i can understand her more rather than no... totally don't know wht is she thinking, this few day she really good at saying up to u.... i begin to hate this word bcoz every thing i ask her she will say up to u..... i rather follow every single word or anything that she say.... than listen to she say up to u...... she is now totally everything also say up to u... i can sure that she is angry but i just don't know wht she angry about .... haiz y lah she everything also don't want to tell me.... i just want her to know that no matter wht i will listen to wht u say..... u know that this relationship is so important to me.... so pls don't make me like an idiot.... i know u always call me idiot but i am not ok ........ 我爱你。。。。

pls leave me alone..

no matter how hard u try.... nothing u can do.... because my haert already die when the moment that i said u r non of my concern anymore...... hei u know wht i am so happy now because last nite i already decided to stop myself from thinking n care about u.... i guess last nite u think that i would be happy to see u... but i can tell u a million sorry that u were wrong.... haha since that day i say everything i will return to u..... my heart n feeling towrds u is already end.....

do u know anot when last nite when i say both of us has come to the end ...... i was thinking to offer u a free ride to were u want to go.... ut things change when the minutes u push me.... i am glad that it makes me understand wht type of person u are.... no matter wht i will need to say a thanks to u, because if it is not u i won't know that there are some other people that much, i mean 1000 times better than u.... btw this is the end of u leave me alone......