it had been long, i did not write anything... haha finally i got time to write.... lately so many things had happen it is just like it happen yesterday.....it had lots of happy moment and bad things... haha but it is all past already... anyway everyday is a new day...
lately i miss my sister so much... she is like so busy no time for me also... the time we together is getting lesser everyday... our time per week is like less then 6 hours.... i feel like we have a gap in between us... sometimes i think how long can i keep this relationships... every single day i am like so lost without her... but she don't know it at all... i really feeling moody when she is not with me... when ever i know that she hv more time with her friend i feel that i am like nobody to her.... i really hv that kind of feeling....
she always say that she is just beside me... but i don't think so at all....i feel that she is damm far from me... i really can't feel anything.... sometimes i think is i demand to much....reason i do all this thing is bcoz i can't stand that she is not with me.... hope that all this will past soon... i am really tired of all this.... sian
in order hand i hv some happy moment such as go holiday with my friend.... n i hv bought a new laptop and a video camera..... sometimes really thanks to my friend bcoz when my sis not with me at least they are there to company me...i just everyday is a good n great day for me......
