Saturday, October 31, 2009

2day is a bad day for me i guess.....

2day wake up early morning an log in to my face book n notice my happy farm vegetable is stolen by 2 idiot friends.... but this is not the worse.... after i finish harvest all the thing in the happy farm.... i when out for breakfast with my lovely jie... in her yi yi wantan mee stall...so i reach there n hv our breakfast happily, after finish she got to go for her work then i head to the mcdonald to do some online...... so after a few hour i when home than i when to have tea with my xiao yi.... in between we chit chat about my academy n about my boyfriend.

after long chat i when home waiting to go find my lovely jie....... but the weather does not seem to be very good, but i don't care i still when out to find my jie in the heavy rain. i reach there i find her. at first we talk very nicely n happily. but guess wht? we actually fight....... after awhile she show me black face...... i was angry so i walk off, after that she keep saying sorry to me, at that piont of time i feel that the sorry word is an idiot word i totally hate that word.....

so at that point of time we were doing our own things, than she when to her friend party i was at my god sis cafe... after she finish her party she came over to my god sis cafe........over there that time i ask her wht happen just now? she say that the thing that i have say is to much... she angry with the thing i hv said.... but my intention was only telling her not to waste the money on the phone, bcoz i find it is not value for money at all....when she tell me off this my heart was deeply hurt i just feel like die than wht i also no need to dobut i can't bcoz the force don't allowed me to do so.... haiz... the nite when on here n there but in the end it was settle, i know she was very angry with me... n i know i hv done something wromg.... a million sorry to her.... i really don't know this word can cause so many misunderstanding... but pls remeber that i love u all more than anything n care about u all the most... is just that i don't know wht more i can do ..... sorry for making u feel that....

Thursday, October 29, 2009

things are very complicated.....

from the day we know each other... it was just like yesterday.... we know each other for about 2 months, i guess.... we are getting along well but some of the time we still fight with each other... but all this was just a while, after a while we are are fine together... no matter wht i just want u to know that how important are u to me... n how much i care of u.... my love towards u r unpredictable..... don't ever doubt my love towards u.... sometime i feel hurt when u take the love that i gave u, n compare to the idiot person.... sometime the way i treat u is 100 times better that the way i treat the idiot person... pls don't ever ever compare the way i treat u....jie i just want u to know how much i love u... i will promise wht ever it's ..... i want u to be happy that's it.... will try my best to do wht every u want.... love u.....^-^

Friday, October 23, 2009

u r he best give from god beside my family...

jie u r one of the greatest give from god to me... jie when i am with u i feel so comfortable....u hv totally replace that idiot person... with u around i feel that kind of warm n love... i know how much u love me n dote me.... i can feel it, u may not tell me but the love u gave towards me i can feel it..... n it is a strong want.. as u say everything no need u to admit it i also can feel it.. i know u always talk to the doll how much u care about me, but u just like me feel shy to tell me... haha actually we hv the same problem dare not say.... every moment we are together i feel i am the luckiest a mei in the world... even though u treat me very fierce, but i still feel i am the luckiest a mei in the world. i know u treat me fierce is for my own good... sometimes u r really very fierce... i scared of u... but i accept it coz i know everything u do i will listen coz u r my one n only one sister.... looking at our pattern people will thing that i we are sister haha.... but wht ever it's thanks for giving me the love that i need.. thanks jie...
we can know each other now n we can be sister now is bcoz we r feted to know each other, no matter wht we must cherish everything... jie thanks for everything u gave me....

me n jie together.... look the happiest moment n i am so lucky n the warm that i hv

i am lucky to hv her... i feel so lucky...

Do you know how much i care?

Do you know how much i love you?

Do you know how important are you to me ?

Do you know how much i dote you ?

all the question above only got one answer, it is unlimited.....


my life is full of color when u enter, my life was in a mess when i don't know u, but know is different.. u make me feel that my life got meaning... bcoz of u i feel love, my life is mieserable without u, without u i don't think i will be happy, without u i won't feel that i am a lucky person.. u r a great give from god to me.. i can say that u r an angle given my god to me.... with u around everything wil be find bcoz i know that u will give me a helping hand... with u around i hv no worry.... i feel so comfortable when u r with me... i can say that u r the right one for me... my life is brighten up by u... i want to tell u a million thanks... without u i think i don't think i won't be happy like now.....


when u come my house to stay i can feel a sister warm... i can feel the gd nite kiss from u... i can feel that kind of family love which i can't get most of the time... when everytime i think of u i feel that everything is fine n i feel that i am the most lucky person in this world.... at this point of time u enter my life n pull me up from the darkness...
long time ago i want to tell u but i just don't hv the yong zhi to tell u n i feel so shy to tell... but 2day i decided to write her bcoz i want u to know that all the while this is what i wanted to tell u.... all this in my heart for very long already.. finally i make up my mind to write... all this is from my heart.... pls don't doubt my love towards u.. 爱 你。。。。。1314 jie...♥ i am happy knowing u n i am happy that u enter my life n give me lots of love... n dote me alot ... u r my everything.. i hv given the whole heart to u pls don't ever ever leave me...




Friday, October 9, 2009

wht hopeless n useless person.........

hei guess wht after so many thing happen, i realize that the person is me Wong Joyce Lyn. i don't know y but i only feel that all the unlucky things always very near to me..... i really need to do something to make myself more lucky.

there is lots of thing i wish to do n hope to do but it is impposible for me to accomplish, i wish that i hv the abbility to do all the things that i wish to do..... i want them to feel happy but it seems like always make them feel unhappy wht the hell wrong with me...... i feel i am so useless bcoz i only make them feel unhappy......... i want them to be happy but always make them unhappy. they alwyas say i am happy they will be happy..... i know that but i want them to be the happiest persons in the world....... i really a hopeless n useless person in the world bcoz the basic thing also i can't do wht more want them to be the happiest person in the world n protect them........
sometimes i feel so sorry bcoz the things they wish me to do i can't do...... i want to do but i hv a limitation...... i will try my best to do so ....... but lots of thing i need help......... my power is limited so i need someone to help me.......the more power u hv the better u would be..... i will do wht ever they like not the things they don't like..... and sometimes i require so help..........
as long as u all happy i am happy

Thursday, October 8, 2009

i want the four of them to be the happiest person.......

first i feel that i am the happiest person in the world bcoz i hv the four of them...... but i feel damm unlucky to hv that idiot as my god sister..... wtf really make a big mistake..... that idiot make me feel that i am an idiot also, everything to go accordingly to that idiot...... but lucky know i realise that the idiot is not as good as i thought.......
lucky now i hv the four of them, i really scared that the idiot will hurt the four of them, if that idiot dare to touch 1 of them, that idiot will be sorry for sure, anywhere as long as they are happy i will be happy.......
this few day a lot of things happen but lucky all hv been settle thanks god...... finally now i realize that there is someone better then the idiot..... with her i can find a sister love that i wish to hv and at least i treat her well n nice she will appreciate it...... wht ever it's i am lucky to hv her.... i know how much she care about me, but there is some thing i wish to tell her, but i can't say it out bcoz i feel shy....... she is important to me but sometime i just don't know how to say it out. i feel that i am stupid haha..... a lot of thing she do is for my own good so i am willing to listen to her, but she always say that i give her black face..... haha but i never... haiz don't know y she say like thatmay be bcoz of my face i think but my face is always like that, i only hope that she can trust me..... i just want to tell her that i am willing to do anything and listen to her..... that's it, she always is my jie jie.......
baby i love u so much u know how much...... i want u to know that no matter wht u r still the important person to me. pls don't everything keep to urself. i feel so sorry bcoz that idiot alwyas try to make the both of us fight but lucky our love is very stable.... haha baby no matter wht happen i will be at ur side.... so u no need to worry.... every thing i will help u.... just remember that no matter wht i am there for u..... nothing will happen to me de i am so strong bcoz i need to protect u........love u ........... so much
as for the one at home, sometime i feel she is a bit fan, but i know she care about me bcoz wht everything things she do is for my future so nothing can't complain, she is still the best haha.......
walau the last one is my damm gd friend loh.... she is much older than me but we get along very well haha.... i just want to say thanks to her..... haha anyway just want to say a million thanks to the four of them..... thanks god for giving me such a precious give......i just one u all to remember as long as u all happy i will be happy........

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

melaka trip........... when melaka trip but never stop at grandma house......haha

hehe going in to the zoo..... just love it......
see we are so enjoy......so enjoy in melaka............. just love it
inside the car going to melaka......

we finish our chicken rice.....
look at the chicken rice.........
on the 4 October i went to melaka with my lovely ajie....... haha we begin our journey in the morning around 8 am. we started driving from my house..... haha even it is an early morning drive i feel so sleepy but i enjoy the drive.......wht to do as i say i want her to be happy so wht ever she ask for i will do....

haha the funny thing is when i was driving she say she want to company me n she say she will not sleep but in the end she actually sleep inside the car, but inside the car she company me for very long ,she actually cut alot of fruits for me and she, buy my favourite tomato n she feed me bcoz i was busy driving walau as i say she is my sister that's y she know wht i want haha..... we reach melaka around 10 plus, so i decided to bring her go to my grandma town t hv our breakfast, so i drive all the way to tampin and hv the famous mee, so we order our mee n we actually take photo of the mee. we finish our mee, then we decided to call her sister n ask where they are bcoz we suppose to meet in the A' Famosa, water world. so after we call her sister we discover that they were at pagoh, so i decided to bring her go air panas gadek. so we reach that place n take a few photo then we decided to go A famosa to take some photo n wait for her sister.... we really take alot of photo not few......haha
so after awhile her sister reach already we waited for someone else haha..... after everyone was here then we buy the ticket to go into the A Famosa water world. the ticket cost about RM 40 per person.... haha we hv great fun over there......
around 4 pm me n jie decided to set off to melaka bcoz i promise her to bring her go melaka to jalan jalan, so the both of us take our bath n get ready to go to melaka... haha on the way to melaka she fall asleep again... but it was just a short journey, guess wht when we reach melaka we when to the jocker street to find some food bcoz i was hungry.... so we decided to eat some finger food.... bcoz at nite we decided to gp eat satay chalop..... we need to save some space for the satay shalop....... after finish eating we walk areound the jocker street....... and but something, then i bring her go around the melaka town then we when to sit the tower and look around the whole melaka.... after finish the tour, we when for satay chalop..... OMG the satay chalop damm nice loh, finish the satay chalop walau i feel not well then we stay over nite in melaka.....
then the nex mornig when we wake up we check out actually wanted to go back after breakfast but in the end we go back in the evening haha........ we when n eat the ball chicken rice, after finish i park my car at the history street then we decided to walk around under the hot sun, haha guess wht we took alot of photo..... we walk all over the places, then suddenlly i thought of bringing her to the zoo, so we when to our car n drive to the zoo. the zoo was so cheap the ticket cost about RM7 per person, n there is so many things to see OMG is totally worth it....... n we took alot of photo damm nice loh.... after finish the zoo, we decided to go home bcoz it was late....... haha so we start our journey home............. the whole trip is tired but it was tatally fun...... i enjoy it so much..... thank jie love u.......