times fly...........

OMG 2 more days to go....... n it will be the end of 2009, this year really fly damm fast.... it just seems to be like yesterday...... this year alot of happy n unhappy things had happen.... lucky n unlucky things as well... haiz i really don't know wht to say wahaha......

the most luck thing had happen with me in this year are i get to know a special person that make my life colorful..... she is someone that gave me lots of love n care...... she let me know in this world still got someone like her around.... she really care about me n she really is the best person in this world......

the unlucky thing that i hv is i meet my ex boyfriend he is the worse guy i hv never meet in this world.... haiz.....

but anyway this year going to end n all the bad good n unhappy happy thing would be n memory for me... haha ..... by the way wish all of u hv a good start for the coming next 2010... hahaha i want to wish everyone a happy new year n leave all the sad memory behind n start a new great journey........

y i hv that kind of feeling.........

she has change alot..... i was thinking is my problem or hers... does she know anot how much i care about her n how much 我爱你。。。。i was thinking wht had happen between the both of us... it's bcoz i treat her not good enough or wht.... the way this few day she talk to me is totally different i was thinking is my problem or wht i really want to know wht happen to the both of us.... when ever i ask her wht happen she just say nothing at all but actually she got something in her mind is just that she refuse to tell me.... she always want to keep everything to herself... haiz....

i really hope that i can understand her more rather than no... totally don't know wht is she thinking, this few day she really good at saying up to u.... i begin to hate this word bcoz every thing i ask her she will say up to u..... i rather follow every single word or anything that she say.... than listen to she say up to u...... she is now totally everything also say up to u... i can sure that she is angry but i just don't know wht she angry about .... haiz y lah she everything also don't want to tell me.... i just want her to know that no matter wht i will listen to wht u say..... u know that this relationship is so important to me.... so pls don't make me like an idiot.... i know u always call me idiot but i am not ok ........ 我爱你。。。。

pls leave me alone..

no matter how hard u try.... nothing u can do.... because my haert already die when the moment that i said u r non of my concern anymore...... hei u know wht i am so happy now because last nite i already decided to stop myself from thinking n care about u.... i guess last nite u think that i would be happy to see u... but i can tell u a million sorry that u were wrong.... haha since that day i say everything i will return to u..... my heart n feeling towrds u is already end.....

do u know anot when last nite when i say both of us has come to the end ...... i was thinking to offer u a free ride to were u want to go.... ut things change when the minutes u push me.... i am glad that it makes me understand wht type of person u are.... no matter wht i will need to say a thanks to u, because if it is not u i won't know that there are some other people that much, i mean 1000 times better than u.... btw this is the end of u leave me alone......

Melaka Trip......... nice

on the 22 to 24 the four of us when to melaka trip.... haha it was fun... me , my sister, firdaus n jansen when together after our exam....

here we come melaka this is the red house....

me n my sister at the eye of malaysia ..... damm scarry
we when to the melaka we go for a ride in the eye of malaysia.... it was so nice n scary because we r scared of the height... we enjoy ourself on the eye of malaysia....

we on the becha... haha look we damm enjoy.........
althought we enjoy the becha but we got cheat by the person because we pay RM 80 for the stupid becha n for 2 becha we pay for RM160 OMG... but the 4 of us enjoy ourself because this is our first time on the becha... hehe.... but this will be the first n the last time that we will sit the becha.....

our supper satay chalop......
i eat satay chalop all the tme but this time is the best because this time i eat satay chalop with my friend n that is the first time they eat satay chalop... they find it intresting haha.........

having our durian cendol in san shu gong.......

me, firdaus n jansen.....

the four of us..... so crazy but i really enjoy myself haha.....

22 birthday.....

the unforgettable birthday celebration form my sister...... i am so happy even all my best friend hv gone oversea to study.... can't help me celebrate my birthday..... but i still got my sister... haha she gave me the best present.... thanks jie...... beside my sister i also got to thanks to Jansen... haha thanks alot........ n one thing about this special birthday celebration are i hv a Christmas birthday cake so special.... haha

me n Jansen

the three of us hehe....

me n my lovely jie...........

beside that i also need to thanks my baby that help me celebrate my birthday n make me a cake n cook a dinner for me.... even my baby don't know how to cook but she still cook a gd dinner for me... haha n hand made a birthday cake... baby thanks .....
thanks to all my friend that remember my birthday n all the wishes from my old friend, secondary classmates, gd friend n golfer friend n of course my relative.... thanks to all of u..... i am so happy to get all the flying wish......

even though my best friend in taiwan n uk hv send me a birthday wish.... haha thanks apple n sarah.... miss u guys alot..... anyway a million thanks to all of u.......

lost n don't know wht i sh do....

Why now only she know me?
Why she everything also never tell me?
Why i can't give her the best thing in this world?
Why i don't have the ability to buy the things that she wants?
Why i can't make her happy?
Why i can't guess what is on her mind?
Why i can't be the person that always make her laugh?
Why i can't solve her problem?
Why am i so hopeless ?
Why am i so useless?
Why my ability is limited?

There is so many why that can't be solve.... i was thinking why, why, why and why .... i feel sorry for her... i am not a good sister for her because i can't give her anything at all... i can't make her happy and smile always... why i am so hopeless... i was thinking last nite.... if she had know me earlier than that idiot person, i hv no problem giving her anything... but why she know me so late why.... sometime i feel that god like to make fun of people... but in other hand it is also a good thing because god make this arrangment 100% hv it's on reason.... i may not be able to give her the best thing now, but one day i will hv the ability to give her the best thing in the world, the god gave me a good present that's her... lots of thing she tell me i can't help her just bcoz of my limited ability.... i wan asking myself wht i hv give her..... nothing...i always say want to make her happy but nothing i give her........ no matter what i wll try to give her the best once i hv the ability... for the time bieng u just got to bear with me ok.... love u jie..... n miss u......

2day is a bad day for me i guess.....

2day wake up early morning an log in to my face book n notice my happy farm vegetable is stolen by 2 idiot friends.... but this is not the worse.... after i finish harvest all the thing in the happy farm.... i when out for breakfast with my lovely jie... in her yi yi wantan mee stall...so i reach there n hv our breakfast happily, after finish she got to go for her work then i head to the mcdonald to do some online...... so after a few hour i when home than i when to have tea with my xiao yi.... in between we chit chat about my academy n about my boyfriend.

after long chat i when home waiting to go find my lovely jie....... but the weather does not seem to be very good, but i don't care i still when out to find my jie in the heavy rain. i reach there i find her. at first we talk very nicely n happily. but guess wht? we actually fight....... after awhile she show me black face...... i was angry so i walk off, after that she keep saying sorry to me, at that piont of time i feel that the sorry word is an idiot word i totally hate that word.....

so at that point of time we were doing our own things, than she when to her friend party i was at my god sis cafe... after she finish her party she came over to my god sis cafe........over there that time i ask her wht happen just now? she say that the thing that i have say is to much... she angry with the thing i hv said.... but my intention was only telling her not to waste the money on the phone, bcoz i find it is not value for money at all....when she tell me off this my heart was deeply hurt i just feel like die than wht i also no need to dobut i can't bcoz the force don't allowed me to do so.... haiz... the nite when on here n there but in the end it was settle, i know she was very angry with me... n i know i hv done something wromg.... a million sorry to her.... i really don't know this word can cause so many misunderstanding... but pls remeber that i love u all more than anything n care about u all the most... is just that i don't know wht more i can do ..... sorry for making u feel that....

things are very complicated.....

from the day we know each other... it was just like yesterday.... we know each other for about 2 months, i guess.... we are getting along well but some of the time we still fight with each other... but all this was just a while, after a while we are are fine together... no matter wht i just want u to know that how important are u to me... n how much i care of u.... my love towards u r unpredictable..... don't ever doubt my love towards u.... sometime i feel hurt when u take the love that i gave u, n compare to the idiot person.... sometime the way i treat u is 100 times better that the way i treat the idiot person... pls don't ever ever compare the way i treat u....jie i just want u to know how much i love u... i will promise wht ever it's ..... i want u to be happy that's it.... will try my best to do wht every u want.... love u.....^-^

u r he best give from god beside my family...

jie u r one of the greatest give from god to me... jie when i am with u i feel so comfortable....u hv totally replace that idiot person... with u around i feel that kind of warm n love... i know how much u love me n dote me.... i can feel it, u may not tell me but the love u gave towards me i can feel it..... n it is a strong want.. as u say everything no need u to admit it i also can feel it.. i know u always talk to the doll how much u care about me, but u just like me feel shy to tell me... haha actually we hv the same problem dare not say.... every moment we are together i feel i am the luckiest a mei in the world... even though u treat me very fierce, but i still feel i am the luckiest a mei in the world. i know u treat me fierce is for my own good... sometimes u r really very fierce... i scared of u... but i accept it coz i know everything u do i will listen coz u r my one n only one sister.... looking at our pattern people will thing that i we are sister haha.... but wht ever it's thanks for giving me the love that i need.. thanks jie...
we can know each other now n we can be sister now is bcoz we r feted to know each other, no matter wht we must cherish everything... jie thanks for everything u gave me....

me n jie together.... look the happiest moment n i am so lucky n the warm that i hv

i am lucky to hv her... i feel so lucky...

Do you know how much i care?

Do you know how much i love you?

Do you know how important are you to me ?

Do you know how much i dote you ?

all the question above only got one answer, it is unlimited.....

my life is full of color when u enter, my life was in a mess when i don't know u, but know is different.. u make me feel that my life got meaning... bcoz of u i feel love, my life is mieserable without u, without u i don't think i will be happy, without u i won't feel that i am a lucky person.. u r a great give from god to me.. i can say that u r an angle given my god to me.... with u around everything wil be find bcoz i know that u will give me a helping hand... with u around i hv no worry.... i feel so comfortable when u r with me... i can say that u r the right one for me... my life is brighten up by u... i want to tell u a million thanks... without u i think i don't think i won't be happy like now.....

when u come my house to stay i can feel a sister warm... i can feel the gd nite kiss from u... i can feel that kind of family love which i can't get most of the time... when everytime i think of u i feel that everything is fine n i feel that i am the most lucky person in this world.... at this point of time u enter my life n pull me up from the darkness...
long time ago i want to tell u but i just don't hv the yong zhi to tell u n i feel so shy to tell... but 2day i decided to write her bcoz i want u to know that all the while this is what i wanted to tell u.... all this in my heart for very long already.. finally i make up my mind to write... all this is from my heart.... pls don't doubt my love towards u.. 爱 你。。。。。1314 jie...♥ i am happy knowing u n i am happy that u enter my life n give me lots of love... n dote me alot ... u r my everything.. i hv given the whole heart to u pls don't ever ever leave me...

wht hopeless n useless person.........

hei guess wht after so many thing happen, i realize that the person is me Wong Joyce Lyn. i don't know y but i only feel that all the unlucky things always very near to me..... i really need to do something to make myself more lucky.

there is lots of thing i wish to do n hope to do but it is impposible for me to accomplish, i wish that i hv the abbility to do all the things that i wish to do..... i want them to feel happy but it seems like always make them feel unhappy wht the hell wrong with me...... i feel i am so useless bcoz i only make them feel unhappy......... i want them to be happy but always make them unhappy. they alwyas say i am happy they will be happy..... i know that but i want them to be the happiest persons in the world....... i really a hopeless n useless person in the world bcoz the basic thing also i can't do wht more want them to be the happiest person in the world n protect them........

sometimes i feel so sorry bcoz the things they wish me to do i can't do...... i want to do but i hv a limitation...... i will try my best to do so ....... but lots of thing i need help......... my power is limited so i need someone to help me.......the more power u hv the better u would be..... i will do wht ever they like not the things they don't like..... and sometimes i require so help..........

as long as u all happy i am happy

i want the four of them to be the happiest person.......

first i feel that i am the happiest person in the world bcoz i hv the four of them...... but i feel damm unlucky to hv that idiot as my god sister..... wtf really make a big mistake..... that idiot make me feel that i am an idiot also, everything to go accordingly to that idiot...... but lucky know i realise that the idiot is not as good as i thought.......

lucky now i hv the four of them, i really scared that the idiot will hurt the four of them, if that idiot dare to touch 1 of them, that idiot will be sorry for sure, anywhere as long as they are happy i will be happy.......

this few day a lot of things happen but lucky all hv been settle thanks god...... finally now i realize that there is someone better then the idiot..... with her i can find a sister love that i wish to hv and at least i treat her well n nice she will appreciate it...... wht ever it's i am lucky to hv her.... i know how much she care about me, but there is some thing i wish to tell her, but i can't say it out bcoz i feel shy....... she is important to me but sometime i just don't know how to say it out. i feel that i am stupid haha..... a lot of thing she do is for my own good so i am willing to listen to her, but she always say that i give her black face..... haha but i never... haiz don't know y she say like thatmay be bcoz of my face i think but my face is always like that, i only hope that she can trust me..... i just want to tell her that i am willing to do anything and listen to her..... that's it, she always is my jie jie.......

baby i love u so much u know how much...... i want u to know that no matter wht u r still the important person to me. pls don't everything keep to urself. i feel so sorry bcoz that idiot alwyas try to make the both of us fight but lucky our love is very stable.... haha baby no matter wht happen i will be at ur side.... so u no need to worry.... every thing i will help u.... just remember that no matter wht i am there for u..... nothing will happen to me de i am so strong bcoz i need to protect u........love u ........... so much

as for the one at home, sometime i feel she is a bit fan, but i know she care about me bcoz wht everything things she do is for my future so nothing can't complain, she is still the best haha.......

walau the last one is my damm gd friend loh.... she is much older than me but we get along very well haha.... i just want to say thanks to her..... haha anyway just want to say a million thanks to the four of them..... thanks god for giving me such a precious give......i just one u all to remember as long as u all happy i will be happy........

melaka trip........... when melaka trip but never stop at grandma house......haha

hehe going in to the zoo..... just love it......
see we are so enjoy......so enjoy in melaka............. just love it

inside the car going to melaka......

we finish our chicken rice.....

look at the chicken rice.........

on the 4 October i went to melaka with my lovely ajie....... haha we begin our journey in the morning around 8 am. we started driving from my house..... haha even it is an early morning drive i feel so sleepy but i enjoy the drive.......wht to do as i say i want her to be happy so wht ever she ask for i will do....

haha the funny thing is when i was driving she say she want to company me n she say she will not sleep but in the end she actually sleep inside the car, but inside the car she company me for very long ,she actually cut alot of fruits for me and she, buy my favourite tomato n she feed me bcoz i was busy driving walau as i say she is my sister that's y she know wht i want haha..... we reach melaka around 10 plus, so i decided to bring her go to my grandma town t hv our breakfast, so i drive all the way to tampin and hv the famous mee, so we order our mee n we actually take photo of the mee. we finish our mee, then we decided to call her sister n ask where they are bcoz we suppose to meet in the A' Famosa, water world. so after we call her sister we discover that they were at pagoh, so i decided to bring her go air panas gadek. so we reach that place n take a few photo then we decided to go A famosa to take some photo n wait for her sister.... we really take alot of photo not few......haha

so after awhile her sister reach already we waited for someone else haha..... after everyone was here then we buy the ticket to go into the A Famosa water world. the ticket cost about RM 40 per person.... haha we hv great fun over there......

around 4 pm me n jie decided to set off to melaka bcoz i promise her to bring her go melaka to jalan jalan, so the both of us take our bath n get ready to go to melaka... haha on the way to melaka she fall asleep again... but it was just a short journey, guess wht when we reach melaka we when to the jocker street to find some food bcoz i was hungry.... so we decided to eat some finger food.... bcoz at nite we decided to gp eat satay chalop..... we need to save some space for the satay shalop....... after finish eating we walk areound the jocker street....... and but something, then i bring her go around the melaka town then we when to sit the tower and look around the whole melaka.... after finish the tour, we when for satay chalop..... OMG the satay chalop damm nice loh, finish the satay chalop walau i feel not well then we stay over nite in melaka.....

then the nex mornig when we wake up we check out actually wanted to go back after breakfast but in the end we go back in the evening haha........ we when n eat the ball chicken rice, after finish i park my car at the history street then we decided to walk around under the hot sun, haha guess wht we took alot of photo..... we walk all over the places, then suddenlly i thought of bringing her to the zoo, so we when to our car n drive to the zoo. the zoo was so cheap the ticket cost about RM7 per person, n there is so many things to see OMG is totally worth it....... n we took alot of photo damm nice loh.... after finish the zoo, we decided to go home bcoz it was late....... haha so we start our journey home............. the whole trip is tired but it was tatally fun...... i enjoy it so much..... thank jie love u.......

wht a idiot day.......

haha hv u ever meet a guy that are damm stupid n idiot haha...... i think u all will never meet this guy, but u guess wht i am damm "lucky" coz i get to meet this guy. guess wht he stupid until trying to make use of me.... wht the f**k he think he is ?

that guy trying to date me that time say until damm gd everything also can but in the end he just talk cock.... haha the worse is he think that i am like other girl..... haha very funny, he say he will break with her ex girlfriend but in the end haha he is just talking cock...... haha

guess wht that day i when to his house knowing that he is in a very damm bad mood, so wanted to company him but in the end u know wht the hell i see.... haha i see he n the pig hug together OMG..... walau i was thinking whether he got pig germs anot coz he is hugging a pig.... now i feel damm gao wek......... loh but can't be blame coz that guy is an idiot then her ex is pig so they are the best pigdiot couple OMG haha.......

i feel i damm gd loh coz i never angry but i keep smile loh, haha........ i make him go crazy coz he think i will so easy forgive him haha.... imposible de loh. walau i feel i really damm tok kong de lah coz i can no need to lose my temper in fornt of him but i can keep smile in front of him... haha he keep asking me don't treat him like that haha... tell u lah u don't waste ur time i already give up on this relation ship haha..... i know i am not enought fat and not enough comfortable for u but i don't mind that u go ahead to find the pig coz i scared got the PIG germs..... haha wish u a gd n pleasant relationship ..... tata

when swimming...... then i feel i damm stupid loh.....

when swimming in the evening with my dear friend and my dear dear.... we when there actually to see my dear to swim but later on me n my dear friend Qiu Fong decided to swim, o i took my dear car to go home n take my stuff n send my dear friend back to her house o take her stuff..... haha amazing at that pick hour we actually go to each other house in only less than an hour OMG i feel that i drive damm fast loh haha......

so after we reach the place we swim toether we had alo of fun in he swimming pool coz this the first time i swim with my dear friend.... haha we really had a lot of fun there... after awhile my dear dear take out his hand phone trying to take our photo but we don' allowed him to take. bu he keep trying to take in the end he really take our photo.......

the worse is yesterday when playing with my dear friend i actually knock my head on the floor coz we trying to do some stunt in the pool omg....... until 2day my head is damm pain loh,..... haha but it as damm fun co we did alo of supid thins in the pool haha............-

god pls save me.......

i am tired of a person. i really can't stand her anymore is she still carry on like that i will die very soon. wht i shd do...... no freedom no nothing at home is just like a prison. i don't know how long i can carry on like this. at home i am like a small kid forever no matter how old i am...... wht the fuck....... i need a break, now all i want is just stop treating me like a 5 years old kid......

when i look at some of my friend, they also hv sister n i hv also hv sister but y the sister so far different, haiz....... y lah i hv this type of sister..........i think no one can help me coz she is my sister nothing can be done, one day i will run out form the house n i will never come back if i come back is just for my parent 100% not for her she is nothing to me... i just hate her...... hope she will get married soon everything will be fine..... i want a break n is a long break................

this few day a lot of thing happen.........

wow long time did not updated my blog..... this few day lots of thing happen....... but lucky all the things happen is not a bad thing...... haha. i hv got myself a new boyfriend and i think for the time being he is ok n he can consider a gd guy.... but he is the only guy that make me cry..... haiz other than that he is ok... haha ..... we hv alot of gd time together and fun... i just feel comfortable with him..... i was thinking how long can i be with him,but if he is ok i think we will go far........

in the mean time i hv been going out with 1 of my friend..... we hv been very close lately n we when out almost everyday without fail.... haha n she is like 2 years older than me n we both study at the same collage but different course...... hehe the both of us get along well maybe bcoz our pattern look almost the same, we just hv alot of gd time together.......

this semester just started not long ago but i already find it boring...... just dont' know wht to say coz the QM2 n FA2 is them boring don't know whether is bcoz the lecturer don't know how to teach or maybe bcoz i don't feel like studying.... so sian loh. i feel like giving up soon coz really very stress worry that can't do well in the exam n my family will disappointed with me, as i say i got to work extra hard in order to get gd result ........

my friend gone back to UK n my other friend going to taiwan soon i going to miss them very alot... hiaz..... but lucky i still got Qiu Fong, my classmate, stella and my other gd friend, if not i will be damm boring......haha lucky got them.......

golf is still my favourite sport.....

haha after so long did not practice my golf, so just now decided to go practice my golf...... when the first few ball i hit is like a new golfer but after awhile i hit my usual shot damm gd loh... i was happy coz i can still hit the ball damm well. i just feel that golf is still my everything and my favourite sport too..... i just enjoy myself when i play golf. the next few day i think i will play a few round of golf with my friend coz golf competition is coming soon so need to get ready.... haha since now holiday go plenty of time to play golf, i just love it.......... holiday i think will be golf, paint ball, squash, watch movie, go sing and online haha, enjoy enjoy yes but golf is everyday.....

my golf swing still damm gd......

enjoying my holiday......

yes the first prawn i caught for that day haha.........

that day when to fish prawn .... coz want to relax myself after so many day of study n exam....... i went there with friend, haha..... that her first time fish prawn but she say very fun the first one hour but later on she feel boring, coz she say sit down there for 2 hour is like killing her, fish prawn is not as easy as u think, so after awhile she start to feel sleepy but i continue until i finish the 2 hour... haha i just like to fish prawn i enjoy the moment there and the process. in the end my friend say i always play things that require of patience sucah as golf and fish prawn, i said all this is fun and i also play extreme sport too.... haha wht ever sports also i can play.. hehe

this the biggest prawn i hv caught....

in two hour this the prawn i hv caught......

hurray exam finally finish haha......... just feel relief ^.^

just about to go collage for last paper...... IT 1

after the exam........

yes finally i hv finish the exam.....2day the last paper IT 1, i am damm happy 2day coz i did well, i think an A is not a problem haha, this the only exam that i am very confident... hehe 2day i finish my exam in 2 hour plus then i put up my hand and hand up the answer sheet. after hand up the answer sheet then i when out from the exam hall n wait for fish and caterine coz we plan to go out for a celebration.... so i waited at the lobby for i hour plus, after they finish they come down n find me then we discuss where to go, after a dicusion we decided to go to jusco n hv something to eat bcoz we were so hungry, i think we use to much brain.... haha

when we reach jusco we when to eat pizza hut and we hv some fun playing game and we took some photo haha all this is call clebration of finish exam haha... just love it lah coz during exam we were very stress.......

me and caterine in the car park....

me and fish ........

me alone act like idiot....

after we finish we when to the cinema side to take photo.........

me, fish and caterine taking photo after eating the pizza hut we were damm full loh...... i just love the celebration coz this is the first time we eat pizza together haha......... i will cherish it hehe...... coz we all were so happy and enjoy each other company....

Paint ball fight with friend.......

haha i just like the paint ball game lah love it haha.......... this was the first time i played this game i enjoy it alot. that day woke up my friend call me to go and play so i when to play with them. so when we reach there we get all the things ready to start play. u look at the gun i carry nice right? i tell u really them nice loh. there is alot of things need to get ready i hv to wear the bullet prove thing then when we go in to the field we will have to wear a face mask to protect our face from getting hurt haha.... when we all wear the mask we look like robber..... haha this game really damm fun..... after the first game i play very often........ hey guys u shd try but those who don't want to play they will miss the fun for sure.......

me n stella be4 going to the field

semester 3.....

Firdaus, Ms Rachel, Ms Rebbeca and me haha

me n Ms Rachel u see so funny

haha i just like this semester, all the subject was fun and funny. no matter law, IT, QM and micro after Mr Peter change the way he teach..... i just love this sem alot.

OMG my exam suck.... i don't know wht the hell i do coz i think i will do badly this time. haiz.... QM don't know can past anot coz not everything i know how to do.... haiz the micro worse at home study the shift in the demand and supply curve but in the end i shift to my idol micheal jackson funeral. in the morning they ask me whether i got study micro i tell them that got but in the end shift to my idol funeral, they laugh like shit. as for law i screw up everything..... haiz last want IT i must target A no matter what.

exam coming............

OMG exam is less then 2 week......... wht the f**k just don't know how? so stress, i am sure the whole class hv the same kind of feeling except Kumar haha........ hv been studying till late nite without fail....... i am so tired i wish to hv a gd sleep but the problem is i don't have the time to do so..... coz hv to really study damm damm hard to get the result that i want haha...... every day study non stop until me myself going to faint.... haiz hope all this will past fast.....

haha no time to sleep coz i use up my time for sleep to do other thing coz study hard u also must play hard haha i still go to watch movie with my classmate n i also go to play squash haha.... but all the thing that i do is help me to release my stress. yesterday when n play squash again alone haha my friend ask me y so poor thing go n play alone....... haha not i want to go alone coz i want to release my stress i want it to be alone haha........

Wednesday when a watch transformer haha..... not to bad but i still think the first want better..... anyway i enjoy the company of all my friend except my "friend"haha.... haiz i want the exam to over as fast as possible..... gd luck to all my friend that going to take exam.

stress stress....... exam is so near T.T

exam coming very soon wht shd i do ? now i study, study and study non stop. i need a break to release my stress....... yesterday when to play squash just to release my stress after playing i feel so relief but 2day back to normal..... haiz...

my best friend mala ask me to do a time table n plan wht to study first but until now still not yet come out with the time table yet... haha but i hv been study my micro everyday without fail..... hope exam won't fail.....

as for QM i when to library to borrow a book and law too haha my best friend mala also want me to take the law book from her n study haha so i guess 2moro will go to collect it from her.

as for IT got plenty of time to study so is ok as for business communication haiz don't know wht to study also haha.....

after this i am going to take a long holiday i wish all this could past faster.....

great day i just love it...........

this morning wake up when n take my bath then went out for breakfast. after breakfast friend call me to play mahjong, haha first time playing it, first few round lose money then i win then lose again in the end i lose money, but i was so happy coz i finally know how to play it^.^ we play for 4 hour plus that's was long for me but for other people are very short hehe.......

after mahjong when out with my friend to yum cha n makan, we chat alot of rubbish during the yum cha...... later finish yum cha with my friend..... then i when to yum cha with my best friend Apple coz she call, so i went yum cha with her,when yum cah with Apple that time suddenly someones appear beside me then i look at them guess wht are Nainai n Feng Xian i was so surprise n happy, i give both of them a big hug, i have not seen Nainai for half a year and Feng Xian for 2 months, OMG i miss them so much....... wow we hv a long chat until now i just got home coz we went to ZORO..... so tired 2day but i am so happy...... even we just when out to yum cha...... 2day this gathering was just only the 4 angles but i still feel happy coz the other 4 angles was busy.... so happy even the 8 angles only 4 of us are there.......

i am sure one days the 8 angles will gather together again.... it will not short of one......... i am happy 2 see them n miss them a lot.... thanks friends....

Finally got time to update my blog............

was so busy for the past few day, finally can hv a gd rest and update my blog...... haha, was busy with my assignment, 2day i am relief now coz finally finish 3 assignment but 2 more assignment to go. finish the QM, Business Communication and the idiot Micro assignment, yes took me so long to finish the Mirco assignment that was the worse and damm damm hard assignment i had never done....... really f**k lah.... haha lucky the next 2 assignment is IT and Law haha i just love this 2 subject so i don't think hv any problem to finish this 2 assignment haha..... feel so relief and damm happy now.....

this sem the subject that i really enjoy are Law, IT and QM even i hate maths but i still enjoy it alot.... just now when to friend house to enjoy myself see them play mahjong but i don't know how to do coz nothing influence me to play haha........

dear dear call me to go his house to hv dinner 2moro so still thinking whether want to go a not? erm but will let him know 2moro afternoon hehe ..... this afternoon when lunch with firdaus and kumar..... we actually finish the lunch less then 2o minits OMG, wow i just can't believe it.... i never eat so fast be4 haha after finish the lunch my stomach start to pain coz i can not eat that fast haha...... anyway this few day was so bust but i feel so happy hehe........

holiday almost end..... 1 more day to go......

this holiday really fun....... this week suppose to be studying at home n do some assignment, but instead of doing all this i end up doing other things. holiday almost end wht also never do except get to study some QM..... haiz if carry on like that, i will be in hot soup OMG...

this holiday keep going out with my dear until late night and in the afternoon when out with friend coz my dear got to work, he only have time to company me at nite...... for the past few day did not have a gd rest, since class going to start this monday i think i will need to have a gd rest.

yesterday when to sing until 3+am then when n eat supper with my dear reach home around 4+am sleep around 5+am, now feel so sleepy n tired. yet this morning when for my guitar lesson, but i over slept bcoz i set the alarm wrongly instead of am i set pm..... reach Yamaha got scolded by my teacher for being late.... during the lesson i am so blur until the song i don't know how to play and did not practice, haiz....... teacher scolded me like hell but i hv no choice bcoz she is my teacher, wht to do?

this holady really fun but tired... got to strat train my golf also, on the 24 may i have golf competition...... haha no matter wht i got to win that competition haha............

mid term break.......

2day was the last day be4 we go for our break...... actually 2day we hv no class, but bcoz we got to cover the I.T.L up to the chapter of incapacity to be same with the group A, haha but we actually did it in 2 hours time 2day. even i hv to wake up early for this extra class but i find it fun, i can sure of want thing if 2day i miss this class i will 100% don't understand at all. haha anyway 2day class was really fun, among the 5 subject i think that the best r still IT and I.T.L other class can say ok lah ......... think that mid term break can hv a gd rest but now i don't think so, coz there is so many things to be done. haiz loaded with assignment and got to start to study some of the subject that i am not gd at all....... really feel like leave all my study and assignment a side and relax. there is so many thing which i feel like doing, feel like go to play golf everyday without fail... but to bad i can't.

haiz..... 2day after class kumar, zam, chee poh and me plan to go neighbour cafe to hv our brunch but end up we change to Vivo in jusco. so the 4 of us when to vivo just after they open for business, haha we are the first customer 2day. so we order the food that we want to eat. when we were waiting for the food we actually talk about law, i think the 4 of us study to much law until we are all crazy hehe........so after we finish our food zam say he got to go so we ask for the bil, haha guess wht finally i am not the money collector zam is the new money collector.... is kind of sad bcoz teh c and firdaus did not join us, but in the other hand our "friend" did not come along with us coz we did not tell him that we are going out n we did not invite him haha..... after the branch i can sure that kumar don't like vivo coz he wrote in his MSN msg and his blog, he really damm funny lah.

i am going to miss u guys for next week.....

haha happy happy day again..

idiot is idiot........... childish is childish... want people to respect u pls learn how to respest urself first...

want me to respect u pls learn to respect urself first.......... thing u hv say is not a matter to me, but if u make me angry with u i will going to sue u for wht u hv done to me.... don't thing that u type in Chinese i don't understand, if i don't understand so wht? there still got people will tell me wht had happen actually. if u say i am childish so wht? no one will believe it coz looking at the thing u hv done, people will think that u r even more childish.......... i will make u pay for wht u hv done to me if u still continue disturb me..... wht u think? u r a younger than me i won't take legal action on u it's ? u r wrong... looking at all the thing that u hv done both parties can sue u. idiot i never reply ur msg is not i don't want to reply or i am scared, i don't want to pick up a fight with u n i am not like wht u say so y shd i reply ur msg.....but if i am so wht? there is nothing to do with u....... and make it clear my parent hv that money to let me spend so wht is none of ur concern, my parent also never say anything who the hell are u to say. anyway i am so happy when u get so angry with this and i am happy that at least now ur parent know wht type of person i am.... haha want to make me angry wait long long lah i won't fall in ur trap hehe.......... i am not idiot n stupid like u so do u think want make me angry, but now u r more angry than me, n i hear u shout on the phone like crazy, i am damm damm happy bcoz u fall to my trap stupid........ say i am un mature but everyone will think that u r talking rubish coz all of them know me well haha, but looking at the thing that u hv done i can confirm that u r 100% un mature...... happy happy day idiot fall in to my trap yes............. oops forgot already say idiot person of course will fall into my trap, haha never see such an idiot person........ i am damm damm happy bcoz everyone laughing at the thing u hv done..... do u think wht ever u hv plan will work on me....... haha is useless lah stupid ............one last time i am telling u, if u dare to this again i am going to take legal action on u...... remember this i will make u pay double...... idiot use ur brain n think idoit hahahaha.............. so happy until now.

in class not i think so bad............

i was saying that in class i am always alone or can say i don't want to mix with them, but i don't think so now. even most of my classmates are so childish but few of them are ok. recently i mix with Firdaus, Kumar, Chee poh, Zam n Teh Chong thay are all ok n they look more mature n they r all very friendly. even all of them are boys but i think this is not a problem, i happy with them most of the time. we went for lunch and movie. haha i enjoy the time with them i feel comfortable with them. guys thanks man i really enjoy it so much.... haha kumar i wrote a new blog agian so don't say i never post any blog haha............

i want to be perfect coz i am not perfect enough……. n i want the world to be fair

Amazing
Lovely
Independent
Caring
Expert

the word on top there hv it’s own special meaning….. i am not perfect enough is bcoz i am not Amazing, Lovely, Independent, Caring, Expert. if i hv all this i will be very happy……..haha but now i am trying to hv this 5 word so i will be perfect…………..^.^

I have everything,
everything i want sure i will get it,
but there is something,
no matter how i try,
i will never get it,
even myself also don’t y,
but i am sure i will get this 1 day,
bcoz i am a person that,
what everthings i want sure i will get it.

as i always say there is nothing can’t be solve by me…….. no matter wht i will solve it for sure i will never let this to slip away from me .

Life is so short,
why can’t we be happy,
why we can’t have the things that we want,
why no matter how hard we work for it,
we will never get it,
why the god is so unfair to us,
why,
there is so many why,
which i can’t solve it,
this world is not fair,
since life is so short,
i want my life to be happy,
why because we don’t know,
what will happen tomorrow,
you might see me alive today,
but maybe tomorrow you will hear,
that i have passed away,
so thing can not be judge at all,
so if in this case why we can’t be happy……….

everyone hope to be perfect….. but sometime u just don’t know wht to do as for me i hope that i can meet the target i hv set for myself…………..

i am not perfect,
but i am trying to reach a perfect point,
that i have set for myself,
I want to be Amazing,
I want to be Lovely,
I want to be Independent,
I want to be Caring,
and I want to be Expert…

hope that soon i can meet this target…………………….

Special gift from god...........

I am such a lucky person, bcoz the god had gaveme alot of precious gift… the first gift i hv from god is i am born in such a gd family n i hv such a nice family, my parent both love me so much since young until now, they hv take gd care of me n they always try their best to give me the best thing in the world. without my parent i won’ be in this world. since i was born until now they always be my side until now. they r such a great parents. they r the best. i will cherish all the things they hv done for me. thanks to my dad n mom, i love you all so much……………………… i will always remember this word FAMILY it stand for Father n Mother i love you…………haha n my brother too
the second gift i have from the god is i hv know a group of nice friends….. they always here when i need help.. haha but that is what friend are for. without them life are so boring, i feel so comfortable when i am with them ok i will write them out 1 by 1,
Peggy is a friend i hv know her for about 4 to 5 years….. we know each other through a friend now me n her has become best buddy. i still can remember the first time we when out to yum cha together n after the first we yum cha we slowly get to know each other slowly by slowly until now we are very very gd friend, we can talk about anything n we also can share our secret together. haha when she has problem she will come to me when i hv problem i will go to find her for help. i miss our day together, so much…………but to bad she is married n she has a child, so she is busy with her family n her career. but when she is free she will still company me……i am glad that we hv a chance to know each other…….
Mala Nathan she is a lawyer, i hv know her when i was 13 years old, i still remember that we know each other through a golf competition haha n that was the first time we play competition together but i never talk to her bcoz she look so scary haha, the hold competition i never talk with her but things change later on. Things really change alot me n Mala now become very gd friend, she always treat me very gd n she also teach me alot of thing ………..haha n she always expect me to do wht hv she done, so some time i feel very stress…………but i know she did this for my gd haha……….. i really need to say thanks to her.
Apple Chai haha about this person i know her for about 8 year, since we know each other we hv been fighting all the time. I shd say that we r like enemy, so we hardly talk to each other, haha but last year we contact back, now we both become very gd friend. I enjoy the time with her bcoz me n her character look alike so we can go along well. Thanks for being my friend ………………….
Alice Chia i only know her less than half a year i guess, she is very adorable, nice, cute, smart and caring……………haha we know each other through apple. I still remember the time we celebrate her birthday……….in Desaru, City square n Neway………. after her birthday we when to Melaka together, that was the first time i when Melaka with my friends, i enjoy the trip so much coz i hv a gd company from her n other friends. even i am so tired coz i hv to drive haha…………but this was a unforgettable memory for me.. i will never forget this………..thanks for giving me a nice memory………….
Feng Xian, she is also a gd friend of mine, we study in the same secondary school, but we never talk to each other, i just know that we r school mates, but after so long, i call apple out to yum cha then apple call feng xian too so that was the first time we talk n yum cha haha the feeling was so weird…… but remember the first time we when yum cha is in setia indah cafe. After the yum cha we start to go out together often n we also play badminton together n we also go Melaka n desaru so enjoy………. i am really enjoy the time we r so playful n the time we together…………
As for my other friend like Kelly, Jia Xin, gao mei n Nainai also my gd friend, but i only know them for less then half a year, but we actually get along very well……… they also give me alot of unforgettable memory………………….. as i say the time that we all together is really a nice memory i will never ever forget…………thanks guys i am so lucky to know u guys…………….
Since i am so lucky n i hv so many precious gifst from the god, i shd not be complaining i must be thankful………………… haha so i will treasure all the thing that i hv now n thanks for being here when i need help………….. i am very very happy………….thanks love all of u………….
Treasure what you have now,
Don’t be so greedy,
Stop complain,
Must appreciate all the thing you have,
Because not everyone like us so fortune,
I still think the world is still fair,
If not I won’t have such a nice family,
And I won’t have a group of buddy,
Must be thankful………………….

new sem has just started not long……but i am already in trouble…….

this sem has just started for about 2 weeks, but it looks llike i am already very stress. 5 subject for this sem, all the subject is so boring and sian, i just hate QM bcoz of the numbers i hate numbers. and as for law even worse i totally don’t understand it just like killing me. as for microeconimic, the lecturer sucks, he teach with his own slide but the slide is totally diffrent from our note so when i want to refer it is so hard. IT i still think ok but whether can pass with flying colour still not sure. business communication is kind of easy, but to cope 5 subject in a sem is not easy.
this suppose to be a long sem but for me i think that this is not a long sem coz the things we need to cover are to much. in such a short time to cover all is really really very hard haha…………..i want die le lah. noone can save me only myself can save myself.
lucky that law i hv my friend to help me with, although she is abit kind of fierce but she really help me alot, at least now i understand some of the law. but is also stress to hv her to be my tuition coz she like to ask question. sometime i just can’t answer coz i am a bit slow i need time some time to go back and read. but want things after she gave me tuition i understand better.
don’t know how will this sem turn out to be……………….just hope that i can do well……..

Parent are so great...........

I feel that parent is so great. Why coz they always try their best to raise us up, no matter how hard they have to work. And being a parent is not as easy as you think. Every parent love the children so much, no matter what the children have done they will try the best to correct them. Our parent let us study and give us everything we want. So we must try the best to do what they like, don’t do what they don’t like us to do. Because without our father and mother we won’t be in this world. So we must be thankful to them. We must replay their kindness, tolerance, the whole life for taking care of us and raise us up to become an adult. You imagine the time and money they spend on us, is not little but a lot. No matter how old are we, in the parent eyes we r still their baby. They always protect us from getting bully or hurt. So u can see parent are so great. No matter what we must be thankful and appreciate what we have. Do remember parent is very important. And remember must replay them when they are old.

Do we look like a happy family? Of course. But sometime I will think that, have I done some things that can make them proud and have I really make them feel happy. I was thinking that, what can make them feel happy. What I can do is,study hard and don’t do the things they don’t like. Because we children also need to do something for the parent to make the family look warm and happy. If you want to clap you need to use two hand to make the sound, so it is the same idea of making the family happy and warm. I feel that my parents are so great because they love me so much and the thing they have done to me you can’t count at all. They always try to teach me the right way to do, and they always plan my life for me. I really appreciate what they have done for me. Thanks for giving me a happy and warm family.